I don't belong to Sweden right now :(
Two days since I came back, it has been raining most of the time and been in the 40-50is... I've started working, and so far I've gone for one running exercise and one biking... But I don't feel happy to be back in Sweden. I don't feel inspired or revived as I thought I would be... I don't feel the fantastic smells that I kind of expected, out in the forest... *sigh*
I miss Denver, I miss the people over there, I miss the weather and right now I can feel I don't belong to Sweden despite I've grown up here and always loved it and the nature and what it gives me.
I just don't feel the inspiration of working hard for the skiing and adventure racing as when I was in the 20ish. Right now, the dancing (in the US) feels to be the most right goal I want to aim for and I can't wait going back, or at least leaving Sweden again.
Hopefully these feelings will change, in not too long. And I also know, I really love the winter with all the snow - but thats lots of months away.
I miss Denver, I miss the people over there, I miss the weather and right now I can feel I don't belong to Sweden despite I've grown up here and always loved it and the nature and what it gives me.
I just don't feel the inspiration of working hard for the skiing and adventure racing as when I was in the 20ish. Right now, the dancing (in the US) feels to be the most right goal I want to aim for and I can't wait going back, or at least leaving Sweden again.
Hopefully these feelings will change, in not too long. And I also know, I really love the winter with all the snow - but thats lots of months away.
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Postat av: Hanna
"Omvänd kulturchock" kallas det tror jag.
Det blir nog bättre, åtminstone när det är Herräng! Och när jag kommer till Sverige kan vi ju intensivdansa en helg, det skulle pigga upp!
Tomt utan dig här i Colorado...
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