multiHenrik

Or, why does it feels weird being back in the town where I grew up? I don't like it, and think it may be because I almost only work and do most of my training alone, so I can't clearly see the point of training when I don't have competitions in a close future (next week). And I have hardly danced anything since I came back here, it hasn't been much offered. I was practicing alone in a ballroom when another (the only?) couple was practicing together, and had a good time in front of the mirror but I miss the partnerdancing and playing around - discussing how it looks, with someone else!

I'm a social person who likes socializing with other people, maybe I'm feeling as I do because I feel a bit alone. I haven't met many of my old friends, most of them don't live here anymore and those who do - they still are at the same place in life as when I left them.

I'm eating way more here too. Maybe because I'm doing more and harder physical training, but I also think the food in the US are more "compact", it's more energy per square unit food over there.

Monday I went mountainbiking after work, tuesday I swam in the morning and solodanced and wt lifted in the evening. Wednesday I ran a race, and I performed my best time ever on that route of 4.1K - 13m56s but I still feel I could have pushed me a bit more. Tonight I've been biking and running orienteering and I'm not sure yet about the weekend. I don't think I can afford going to the adventure race in next town north so I may stay here. Now it's late, I'm tired and always (so far) running out of time sleeping so godnizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.